Today was an extremely LONG, extremely exhausting day for me. Today was supposed to be my last day at work. Brett and I had been counting down and preparing for this day for the past 3 months since I found out I was accepted into the Nursing program. My bosses wanted me to come up there for my "party" (if you can call it that now). They had a luncheon for me and gave me a nice card that everyone had signed wishing me luck with school. Bless their hearts for everything they have given me the 7 1/2 years I worked there. I was so exhausted though and didn't really want to be there. I stayed until it was "safe" to leave. After I left work I had to stop by the apartment complex office to see if it was possible for me to get into a one bedroom apartment. They said it was possible because my lease was up as of May 1st anyways. So I had to put my 30 day notice into them today and then I will go see available apartments next week probably. After THAT I had to go get my uniforms for school. That was hard because again, I didn't want to be there. All of the excitement has GONE from the whole Nursing thing. Now, I am doing this for my own survival (and to give back of course). Brett and I were so excited about school so I am not excited about it now that he's gone.
I kept thinking all day.....if he was still alive, today would have been a great day for us....the big celebration day. That made me super sad.
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